Will I be able to smile again?

This may sound kind of harsh, but you must realize that people die just like any other living thing, no matter how it happens. People die naturally, get murdered, etc. Long ago, my cousin, that was like a big sister at the time, got killed by a client. She was a prostitute, so some people, mostly religious extremists, even say her death was justified. Can you believe that? It's good to feed your young siblings with hard-earned money, but if earned by having , it's wrong. Someone saying that is like the only thing that triggers my grief. It took a while, but I got over her death. I don't really have any mental strategies pertaining to getting over grief other than letting it p, but I'm constantly thinking and studying emotions, so if you want, keep in contact with me, and when I find a solution, I'd let you know. Personally, I smile at the fact that, even if she's dead, death is natural happens and I'm not going to live forever either. Maybe if you realized he's actually gone now, things could get better.